In my nightmares, I'm the monster

Nothing like ending the week on a cheerful note ;).

In my worst dreams, we are torn apart. 
You’ve betrayed me. I’ve betrayed you. 
In my worst dreams I am hoarse, 
helpless with screaming
and we have lost everything.
You’re callous. But I’m cruel. 

I wake up to you telling me, 
It’s just a dream, it’s just a dream
holding my arms as I fight and sob,
It’s not, it’s not. It’s still dark
so we go back to sleep.

In the morning, I ask if it was real.
In my worst dreams, it is always real.