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Weston Parker's avatar

We have quite a few neighbors who are childless couples here in this mountain community. There is an unbridgeable gulf between them and those of us who have children. They have pets and can “therefore relate to being parents “ but they really don’t. Parents are only as happy as their saddest child.

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

“Parents are only as happy as their saddest child”—I’ve heard that before and it really is true.

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Weston Parker's avatar

Our younger son is just now climbing out of a pretty bad hole that he was in since he was discharged from Air Force. PTSD, and now, five years later beginning to emerge.

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

I can only imagine how hard PTSD must be. I’m so glad to hear he is climbing out.

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Weston Parker's avatar

Thanks Margaret.

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Jonathan Potter's avatar

Wow -- I read through it and around inside it several times and kept finding new shades of meaning and mystery ... "you're still losing teeth" ... "panic" ... "so many kinds of masks" ... and that last line. Magnificent and touching.

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Thank you so much, Jonathan.

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Lizzy Co (she/they)'s avatar

You sound like the kind of mother I often wished for when I was growing up. I’m so glad you choose to share your work with the world, and I hope you keep doing it for as long as it brings you joy.

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Thank you so much, Lizzy. I’m honored. Like I commented to my mom, I feel weird about accepting your lovely compliment because my older children deserved so much more wisdom and tenderness from me than they got. But I’m trying to learn and give back some of that missing kindness now.

I love writing here so much. It’s a daily gift. I’m so glad we’re “here” together 💛.

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dave carlson @davesideas's avatar

as parents we mitigate, but cant eliminate, risk

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Yes, dave. It’s taken me so long to learn this, and I’m STILL trying to eliminate risk 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫.

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dave carlson @davesideas's avatar

parenting is an amazing journey! i applaud your courage in sharing the love and challenges we all face

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Thank you again, dave!

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Lisa Andradez's avatar

This is so beautiful and tender Margaret :)

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Thank you, Lisa. It’s been good for me to work on this poem and watch myself parenting her at the same time. I have a long way to go, but I feel like I’m learning 💛.

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Nelly Bryce's avatar

‘Only a little safe’ 💔

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Yeah. That hurt to write.

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Judith Silver's avatar

As Lizzy said...you are the kind of mother I wished for growing up. She gets the supreme cream of love from Dan and you....I marvel everytime I visit.

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Oh Mom. Thank you. I’m still so impatient so much of the time, so it feels weird accepting compliments (and I wish I had had more wisdom when my big kids were little). But again, thank you 💛.

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Judith Silver's avatar

I learned so much about mothering from my daughters with their little ones....impatience was rife throughout my upbringing. Must accept, forgive, and open to a greater love, always.

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LeeAnn Pickrell's avatar

How lovely. Thank you for this.

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Thank you for reading it, LeeAnn 💛.

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Mary Roblyn's avatar

Such a tender description of the desire to keep a child safe, the effort to protect them, and the knowledge that you can only do so much. Thank you, Margaret.

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Margaret Ann Silver's avatar

Thank you for reading it, Mary 💛.

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